Last post for 2011:)

Hello! This will be my last post for 2011 :) So treasure this :D

Ahaha. Anyway, it seems fitting for me to check how many resolutions have I achieved this year:) So skip this part if you don't really care.

1. Do not study last minute for exam .

2 . Try to get 10 A+ in trials and SPM . Note: try ;)

3. Get my Taekwondo black belt this year :)

4. Try to figure out my ambition this year .

5. Be nicer to people who are nice to me :)

6. Learn how to drive after SPM :D

7. Learn a new language after SPM :)

8. Try not to hate anyone .

9. Think about more resolutions .

10. Oh yeah , do not be late for school .

edited to add more resolutions :) . by the way, that means 9 is done :D

11. Have at least peringkat gangsa for my nilam :)

12. Try not to dislike anyone by the end of this year. *modified*

13. Try to apply for scholarship :)

Alright, I completed 10 out of 13 :D That seems good ;)

Gosh, I've been having nightmares lately. Keep dreaming about SPM even though it's over. Ahh. Have to get over it soon. College on Thursday! :D Hope it'll be fun. Please please please be fun :)

Well, 2011 is just amazing:) Being in 5BR is definitely the coolest thing ever B) AHAHA. All those epic moments with my sampats really made my year. I'll miss each and every one of you. Except the one who is going NS soon *cough* yenlin *cough* Just kidding, I'll miss you. a lot. :) To those who are leaving Malaysia, especially my best friend, I'll miss you so much. I'd definitely visit you if I have the chance. Or I'd just skype with you everyday! Ahaha. I don't know what am I saying, but I'll definitely miss you a great deal, so much that I think I'd cry. Ahaha!

Okay now, I just want to end this post. I'm not good at saying cheesy stuff. So , bye 2011. I love you:)

Hsien

Truly embarrassing phone conversation ._.

So today was the day after prom.I went out as friends with a guy that has been a very close friend of mine.Then I got a phone call. I forgot to save that friend's number to my phone so whenever he calls, usually only the numbers would appear.So when I reached out and grabbed my phone looked at it and without a second thought answered it. So this is how it went.

Guy :Hi.

Me : Owh hi !

Guy : (confused at my voice ) Erm Do I know you ?

Me : What ? You don't recognize my voice is it ?

Guy : I'm sorry. i'm from the academy and I saw your contacts in one of our forms.

Me : (silently embarrassed and cursed and slap myself )

Me : oh my gosh. I am so sorry. You sounded like my friend so I thought you were him

Guy : it's ok. ( laughing )

Then he went on to promote his academy.

Sigh. What a phone call =.= He sounded so much like my close friend

My siren (olala~)

Oh gosh... Michael Buble is so hawt XD When you see his physique, it makes you want to drool and just hold him in real life. If that wasn't enought, his sexy voice adds a bonus for him XD thumbs up for his Christmas songs. If I could buy the album, I would listen to it every day before I sleep. Haizz What a dream I would have if he would to appear in it. ~~~ Struck in love

I hope it's worth it :)

It's Christmas Eve! Since most of my family's Christmas plans failed due to a lot of last minute factors , I'm currently just stoning at home.

Anyway, who says I can't have fun celebrating Christmas at home? Facebook is fun! Well, chatting to other lifeless people are fun too! Ahahaha. Kidding :p

I went for amali/ bengkel today. Getting my L license soon! :D Can't wait to drive. Hope that I won't encounter any road bullies ahahaha. Although I seriously suspect one of my friend is becoming a road bully :p

Oh! I also received my National Service letter 2 days ago. Luckily, I deferred NS 2 days before the letter arrives :D To be honest, I don't mind going NS anymore. I actually feel like going since my campsite is in Selangor and I'm lucky enough to get first batch. Oh well, I registered for college. So yeah, I'll miss all those friends who are going NS! Especially a certain girl named See Yen Lin . *cough*

I can't believe I only have 11 days left till college. I feel really old :/

Ahh. I wish time could stand still. I'll miss all my friends a great deal:( Gosh, now I sound like a whiner or something.

Can I make a Christmas wish? ahahaha. Since I've been such a good girl this year:D Alright, I wish for 10 A+ in SPM :) hee! :D

Alright, going out with my bros to countdown. Hee:D

Hsien

There will always be hope:)

Hello! :) It's been a while since I last blogged. Luckily Li Sim updates this blog frequently, or else this blog would probably be dead.

Well. To be honest, I don't know what to blog. Ahahaha.

Hmm. Lets start with SPM . Well, I regret not studying earlier. I hate studying last minute. If I don't get 10A+ . I'd probably hate myself for not studying earlier. Yes, I'm serious. My last minute is like the day(s) before. I only studied form 4 for biology. So yeah. I do think I'm a bitch. For mandarin, well I had 7 days to study. Yet I spent 6 days watching movie. Seriously, all my breaks during SPM were filled with movies. Someone should shoot me:/

Alright. Now we move on to what happens after SPM . Ahahaha.

I spent most of the days watching movies. Seriously, I love movies just as much as ice cream:) oh! and purple:D ahahaha. I went for undang and all. I had epic convos with my brothers regarding undang test :)

Before undang test

Bro: " Do you know that you have to get 50/50 for undang test?"

Me : "Serious? Why? :O "

Bro: " Cos the one question that you got wrong might get you killed on the road:) "

After undang test

Me : " Hey, are we doing anything tonight?"

Bro: " No. We are just going to stay home. Not that we can go out and celebrate since you only got 49/50 ."

Seriously, I have the best brothers on earth. They never fail to make me feel good.

Hmm. I've been out shopping lately, for college clothes:) hee. Oh! By the way, I'm going to Sunway College for A-Levels :) So yeah, find me if you are at Sunway Pyramid okay? :D I still can't believe that in 2 weeks time, I'll be going to college! :D ahaha.

But gosh. I'll miss SMK Taman S.E.A. and all my friends. I can't believe 5 years passed just like that:( Okay, now I feel old. I'm going to start knitting or play mahjong. ahahaha. Anyway, to people who are going to prom, snap nice pictures kay?:D So that I can view it on facebook or something ahahaha.

I'm done:D

Hsien

Stuck in a rut after SPM ?

Same here. In fact, there is a wide array of undergraduate course that I don't even know which to choose ! So here are the basics and hopefully this will help you to not be such a blur case as I am.I think I have a clear idea of what I want now. So in return, I will help you to know what you want too. =)

Cambridge A- level

-Time : 18 months or so-so

-This course is super expensive. My rough estimate for this course would range somewhere along 20k-30k.

-This course is a have-to for anyone aiming the Ivy League colleges such as Harvard,Cambridge,Oxford and so on and so forth.

-It is highly recognized in other parts of the world so it would be easy to gain entrance to international universities.

-Be prepared to deal with examinations because this is pure based 100% on examination.

-It consist of 3 parts in the first semester.Fail one part and you would have to retake the whole 3 parts again which is going to eat not only time but also money.Same goes to second semester but it consist of only 2 parts.

-Highly recommended for those taking medicine,engineering and courses related in the field of science.

-In my honest opinion, it is best to take edexcel.

Edexcel

Time : Not really sure but should be similar to Cambridge A-level

-It is similar to Cambridge A-level in terms of what the coursework is like (100% examinations) ,frame and fees.

-If you fail one part, you would only have to take that part and not redo the whole thing. So basically, it saves money and time.

-Highly recognize as well just like Cambridge except it's easier in a sense.

- So far, the only college I know that is offering this program is HELP university.

South Australian Matriculation (SAM)

Time : 1 year or 9 months ( accelerated)

-Expensive as well. Probably around 20k.This is just rough estimation. It might be well off the mark.

-Recognized in many universities but limited if compared to GCE A-level and Edexcel.On the plus side, it is widely recognized in Australia.

-Can't really say much because I haven't done research in this program yet.

-Available in taylor's college. (Subang is one of the Taylor's college branch that I know that offers this program)

-Some call this Self Abuse Matriculation.So be prepared for the worst.

Australian Matriculation

Time : 8-9 months.

-What is the difference from SAM ? It is from Western Australia.(whattheheck I know right ? )

-For some reason,it is more expensive than SAM by a few thousand . Which is A LOT.

-50 % course work and 50% examination. So the stress on examination is lifted and it basically provides a better preparation for university life.

-Available in Sunway University.

International Baccalaureate

Time : 2 years

-HIGHLY recognized just as well as Cambridge.

-VERY flexible.So, if you ever want to change your mind, it is permitted unlike other programs.

-Gain entry to highly esteemed universities such as Imperial College and many others.

- I don't know the fees so I can't touch it in terms of finance.

These programs are for those people interested in studying abroad.For those that want to study locally, STPM is really the best choice to take.Hopefully this helps and so good luck hunting down your dream colleges and universities.

This blog

I don't want this blog to be one of those blog where people just set up pictures of themselves. I want this blog to have something written that is worth reading. I want people to read instead of just scrolling pictures and flipping through the pages. I want to see how people really take the time to read one person's blog instead of just expecting pictures even though they are interesting to see.

When I see people's comment of how nice this blog is, I wonder if they really meant the post or just the layout of the blog. Sometimes, I ponder on the fact that although this blog has a cutesy picture, I want this blog to also bring life lessons and meaning into someone's life. I want to make them feel something instead of leaving this blog saying " Owh, that was a nice looking blog. Nice pictures and post."

A child within

Whenever there is this 3D animation movie, its hard not to get excited about. Especially when I saw this movie (Puss in boots) and a trailer of DR SUESS THE WHORF. I mean Ohmygosh WHO IN THE WORLD WOULDNT THINK THESE TWO MOVIES ARE TO DIE FOR ???? They both are so cute and adorable that I think I almost went crazy for Puss In Boots. Unfortunately, The Whorf will have to wait until the year 2012. What a long way to go....

I would recommend puss in boots for anyone that has a fondness for not only cats in boots ( what ) but also animation that gives a moral impression on viewers.Not only was the movie exceptionally awesome in terms of characters, it also served a purpose as a movie that teaches audiences life lessons which I think deemed as a real inspiration to us all.

So watch it because you never know what is going to hit you. I watched it and almost cried in the cinema. So make sure to bring some extra tissues in the cinema . As for the couples, it is a nice movie to cuddle together ;D That's right for those romantically obsessed people. So get your movie tickets ready AND GO FORTH MY FRIENDS :D

When I see someone,

I see someone's child,

Someone's brother,

Someone's sister,

Someone's father,

Someone's mother,

Someone's cousin,

Someone's nephew,

Someone's family.

Stop human trafficking .

Mtv Exit has really opened my eyes to the real problem of human trafficking. Even though we might not know whether if the people we meet are really who they are or forced labors, the people around us are constantly in danger of either becoming or is a victim of this inhumane act. Act now by telling your loved ones to be careful in dealing with strangers and have the opportunity to tell them how you really love them because it matters. If you saw or sense that there is human trafficking going on near you, then act now to not only save them but reunite families.

CHEAP BOOKS 4 SPM begginers

HEY THERE ! My SPM FINISHED ! So I'm selling these books for a minimum of RM 5 and a maximum of RM 10 Call me if you are interested. Will post it up soon. Shortest post I have done

2 weeks have passed

Since my first SPM paper ;)

So far, it has been a turbulent week with the first already being a challenge. The second was just barely got through. So far, SPM for me has been one heck of a paper. There was some that were easy because most of the questions were KBKK ( Basic questions ) and some were just plain crazy. For once, I can really appreciate the time when an exam is over. PMR and UPSR was normal but when it comes to SPM, time just goes by so slowly.

Anyways, now that I think about it, I'm probably not going to pass any subjects anyways since I know I did badly for most of the papers. But one thing is for sure, if all else fails for me, I might take up arts eventhough the prospect of it is quite well... how to put it, narrow ? One more week to go and then this blog will be kicked back up to life.

So then, I hope that you will continue staying with us until the bitter end :)

Wish us luck for our exams. Hopefully the last two will be more merciful compared to the rest.

Grateful to them

They marched on into the hot blazing sun with only one solitude goal in their head. To rescue the people that fell victims to the raging war between the two countries. However and whatever ways necessary, so will it to get the job done. With these in mind, each platoon kept an onlooker close by for enemies that lie in wait for a moment to take them down by surprise. Each step they took was only step towards closer towards eminent death.Who knows how many land mines lay across the trodden path. It had taken many lives before and it is still craves for more. Some resort to more desperate means such as home made bombs just to kill as many soldiers as they can before being shot to death.In this solemn eyes, mercy had left their very soul until they can no longer be called human.

The first sign of civilization lay a few meters ahead.It was deserted but one can still sense signs of life in these barren town.The first two soldiers dashed towards the empty buildings to check for any survivors that might still be left behind.Human carcasses lay everywhere like they were trash. It was the scene of a definite massacre . The soldiers broke down the doors one by one and checked. Clenching their guns tightly, they were ready for any surprise that lie in store. They fingers itching to pull the trigger as the appalling sight begin to set in fears. Yet, they are soldiers and they were trained to deal with the other side of humanity. One by one, each soldier stepped out of buildings to report back to their superior of their findings. None of the news fared well as each only brings messages of death and casualties, bring the death toll to a higher rate.

The number of deaths reported have already been skyrocketing for the past few years.The weather brings little comfort as they were stuck in the middle of the desert .Convoys bring only the necessary equipment and food that does not even compare to the likes of the people living in the comforts of their home.Photos of loved ones lay across the wall in the hostels of men that served their country. They were even willing to put themselves on line for the glory and pride of the country.The hopes of the soldier dwindled when the last few came empty-handed.Just then, a sliver of life rekindled the expectations of the men. A soldier came running and in his hand was what seemed to be a bundle of cloth and fabric. When he came close enough for all to see, what they saw was what they were living every day to see. He carried a girl no more than 10 years in his arms.Her name was Amira and she became the adopted daughter of a US citizen couple.Throughout her years of living, she had never forgotten the soldiers that came to her aid and never will. She was grateful to them with every fiber of her being.

This is just a story to show the contributions of the men and women that had given up everything to serve their countries. Even though we have hopes of achieving world peace, it will very well be unlikely to end wars soon. I just had the sudden spur to just write a story to contribute or at least a sign of tribute to the soldiers and the amount that they have sacrifice for our comfort.They are people that saves lives.

http://edition.cnn.com/SPECIALS/war.casualties/index.html

You

Where were you dearest loved,

In this desolation,

When you're suppose to hold,

And comfort me admist the pain,

In times when you're needed.

Why did you fill me in,

With deceit and deprivation.

I was lost and insecure,

By this new found isolation,

Throughout my entire life,

How could I carry on,

When you were always there,

Telling to myself in desperation.

I found God on the corner of my room,

I'm just someone who wants attention,

Yet you still live in your dream,

Without a care for my affection

Instinct told me this,

I was better off without you.

This is for my parents.The fuck they care about my broken toe and my studies.One can talk about forgiveness and love but to how far can this go on. I have been forgiving for far too long for them to realize their mistake no more. With all the shit that happens in the world, I should have known that my parent's would never learn from what they've done wrong and I should have grown up from my bubble a long time ago. Even with SPM dawning, I was still forced on labor duty cleaning and looking after the house.

I'm 17 and don't I deserve to focus on my freaking studies? Am I asking too much just to stop the chores until the exams are over? Frankly, I have learned well enough to take care the shit out of myself in knowing how to upkeep the hygiene of one place. Thanks for that but do you have to force me to do these things every so often until you have neglected your sole duty as responsible parent as well ? To all those parents out there, give your child a break. Being tough on them does not mean anything unless there is a point in it. Im sick and tired of being their motherfucking maid all the time. You know what. Fuck my parents. Why the hell do I even bother to grace their good side. They can piss off anytime they want.

The fuck parents care about their child until the day comes when they are missing. Sometimes I even want to run away from this son of a bitch house.I freaking mad right now because I came to know how shallow they really were. Did they do anything about my broken toe when I showed it to them? Hell no, in fact my bitch mom told me that it was broken just as a "sarcasm". Don't take it personally while reading this because this is only meant for my parents. And one wonders why the hell teenagers run away.It is not because of lack or responsibilities or even study stress.One main factor is about the negligence of parents. Ask one of the teenagers that you see on the streets and almost all of them would agree.In fact, I want to join them just to run away from this hell hole I've been living in.

My awkward moment was ...

23rd October 2011 was the day my dear friend of mine(Lets call her A) decided to take a spin on her brother's Myvi after passing her driving test."No" was what I should have said but instead, I too got excited for her so much so that I decided to be her side kick and passenger in the front seat. I should have known that there was going to trouble from the start when a mishap happened with the gears before we were even out of the gate.On the way,we felt like being stalked by another car behind us.As we drove out into the bustling road near a row of shops, the speed was supposedly too immense for her to handle. She had trouble with the clutch and the car stalled many times in the middle of the road. Even a 90 degree turn was hard enough without the car stalling in the middle of the road all the time. I knew that we weren't going really fast because when I saw the speedometer, it was 20km/hr at tops. I could literally see people walking faster than us while staring at me as if I was the one responsible for driving the car.Even driver's that pass by the car looked at me and although they didn't show it, I knew that they were about to burst rolling on the floor,laughing. Somehow, I knew that I was probably going to be one of their topics of the day to laugh at.

We went to Save Mart and bought some grocery to stock up into A's refrigerator and while she was oblivious to the stare's of people, I just felt a shot of decrease in my already depraved self-esteem. The journey back to A's place wasn't as bad as the first time she drove out. Then again, the car began to vibrate all of a sudden and we had to make a pull over in front of OUR SCHOOL. Luckily it was on a weekdays and school was out.Even so, we still could see driver's looking at us with our P license sign at the back of the car during the stall.We managed to restart the car and drove ever so carefully and slowly back to the house.Then, it was all over again at 7.30 when the time came for us to head out to our other friend's party.We had to pick up another friend(Now let's call her K) as well before heading out to that party.I thought to myself, great another victim to succumb to my best friend's bad driving skills.Going to a friend's house meant that we had to pass by a security guard house. Seeing 3 crazy ladies laughing in the car while driving ruthlessly, I guess that he thought he could give it a try to flirt with us. Fortunately, A drove ahead managing to cut off with him. Ironically, because our friend's house is straight ahead, our friends could see how the car was zigzagging IN A STRAIGHT road .Nevertheless, we made it out of that death contraption. By 10 when we had to leave, we buckled up and drove back home but with more confident by now.Although, in the middle of it, we realized why the road was pitch black.The car light wasn't switched on. All in all, A's driving wasn't so bad as long as we get out of the car in one piece. I was lucky just to escape with a bruise in my confidence in driving.

Prepaid :D

Since this will most probably be my last post before SPM , I'm going to blog a lot. This is like the prepaid system :) and since picture is worth a thousand words , I have a few thousand words here ;) teehee.

i want this :D

hee :)

sorry, i find this funny ahahaha.

and my favourite. which is why it is larger ahaha! pacman :v

P.S. some of these photos are from facebook while the rest are from tumblr :) don't sue me for copyright:( okaybye :D

Hsien

Every little things :)

Hello! Its been a while since I last blogged. It is good that Li Sim blogs :) Ahaha, I actually forgot my password :/ I remembered it today, so I'm blogging now :)

I'm going to sum up everything in point form okay? :)

1. 29.07.2011 . Had a barbecue party at Jeanne's house to celebrate her birthday along with kelly's ! :D Somehow they celebrated mine too:) 2 months early ahaha.

Chocolate ice cream cake :D

all of us :) teehee

michelle and i ! :D ahaha, yes we were eating on the floor :)

barbecued marshmallow ♥

the rest of the photos are in facebook :) teehee. ilovethesepeople ♥

2. 20.08.2011 . Had Taekwondo AGM :)

Cake:D

Old B.O.D :)

Thanks Taekwondo, for making me the person I am today :)

3. 24.09.2011 and 25.09.2011 . Went for scholarship interviews in Sunway University College and Taylor's College. I said something really stupid in Sunway's interview. Well, at least i was being honest.. sigh . Taylor's interview wasn't really pleasant thanks to something. Nevertheless, it is quite an experience I guess :)

4. 29.09.2011 . Ahaha! It's my 17th birthday :D It is the last day of exam as well. Celebrated with yenlin, yi chin, li hui and shu ting. I didn't take any pictures since it was after school and I don't bring cameras to school ;) ahaha! Thanks for all the wishes and gifts. iloveallofyou ♥ teehee:)

Hsien

Give it a try

Hey,there. I'm going to stop blogging for awhile to focus on my studies.Hopefully I will be back as soon as examinations are over. I will continue to enjoy life as I go on. No matter what the happenings will be, I will give it a try to smile at every moment that comes along.In this crazy, bewilderment, weird, strange, and surprising world we live in, I want to have every moment every second ever minute every breath that I take to live as full as I can. Part of the poem from Frost.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could,

To where it bent in the undergrowth.

***

I shall be telling with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence

Two roads diverged in a wood and I

I took the one less traveled by

And that has made all the difference.

Addiction

Something that everyone HAS.

Definition : Whether is more towards the positive or negative, can't deny the cravings for something you love.

Every time I see an article on "How to control your addiction", sure everyone wants to stop at some point. Doesn't mean that giving yourself motivation and instantly cutting the craves is going to help ease it any further. I don't think that a once and for all stop is going to cut out for people that really are into it.For me, the most common place of all things to be engross with is of course non other than the internet.

Like now. Seriously, supposed to be "studying time " but ended up with this.At least I'm able to curb my "online" time to 1 hour less per day. It used to be worse before. Back then, internet time would be like an endless infinite hour. It was like day and night does not matter as long as I got what I needed online.Like smokers to cigarettes, I was hooked.

WAS

To get this far, I had some help from family members.Being a stubborn teen, of course I wouldn't even dream of asking my parents.I had help from cousins.Then, I set a reality check.For people that are still currently having national examinations, that can be done easily. Set the schedule for the national examinations in front of your study desk everyday.Finally, I would usually give myself little treats or deserving breaks in between for my well rewarded curbing of my addictions.Although I still am online, I manage to cut down just as other people that are NOT there yet but getting SOMEWHERE .

=)

I want to be like her

Someday in life, we would usually come across people that we want to be. Want to be to the extent that we would do anything to look or even reach up to their level. Be it in terms of beauty or intelligence , no matter how hard you want to deny, the fact is there. Truth is, I would even man up to strongly say I too have some people that I really want to be. Being in an academically prioritized society, I know what's it like to see other people while I still held back. Still the last person to finish the race. Still the nobody. But then I realized, I don't mind being the last. If I don't pass my O-level, I don't care. Where ever life takes me, I will accept it full-heartedly.

Of course, this doesn't mean that I gave up on my studies. This just means that I will try my best and if my best doesn't cut it, then I will gladly accept the results that I solely deserve. Right now, studying to the point of breaking every inch of my soul, I want to break away from this solitude and find solace for myself.I want to free myself.From the chains that bear me down, let me be free. Now, I want to let loose and work hard but knowing what limits my body can handle.

Chemistry

I love chemistry . The reason is because in chemistry you can learn so much more about life if you would just see the subtle hints they are showing to you ;) For example, collision theory on the rate of reaction topic.

Roller Coaster

How many time have we compared ourselves to the roller coaster ? Actually, what even makes us compare our lives to a roller coaster? Why do we sometimes see the ups and downs depict what we have lived through?

Sometimes, when people say that their lives are like the ups and downs of roller coaster,I have always felt like lives can also be the people riding the roller coaster.

No matter how many times the turn in life, we would always go through it even if forced to. The thrills we shall always have in breaking the boundary life builds against us.Holding us back from finishing the ride.When we have finished the game of life, no matter what the odds are, so what if we just had a 180 degree turn ? We just passed a 360 degree turn. I want people to not compare themselves to the machine that once thought to be such "symbol" in life. I want them to say "You know what.Yes my life sure have been a roller coaster but I chose to be the person riding the roller coaster and I experienced each twist and turn with much anticipation and got through it even if it costed me a few barfing or so.Know that I chose what life throws at me and I made it out through my own way."

Chapter 1 : Prologue

I never would have guessed how amazing he would be.Just the sight of him kept my heart beating to the every sound he mouthed. How would I have known that we weren't meant to be.As the summer sun beat mercilessly down on us, we traveled along the road less taken.Hand in hand, he walked first, leaving a helping hand always as new obstacle comes across our path.I never felt so secure,so safe,knowing that I would be guarded,come what may.His charming brown eyes looked into mine as I looked away,avoiding that awkward eye contact. As sudden as the gush of the summer wind,his hand held mine and I was backed into looking at him again.At that moment, I believe in nothing,not the end and not the start.He grabbed his guitar from the bag and by the pier,we sat.Slowly tuning his guitar, I looked on to the drowning red velvet sun slowly being succumb to the dark blue night sky.When he started playing his guitar,all my worries about how upset my parents would be because I was late or how my whole household was a wreck just seemed to be building up to nothing as lyrics flew from the pages of his music notes to fill the air in my ears with his soothing voice.

Uncertain.

I feel so uncertain about my future.

What happens after SPM? Should I really take A-levels? What subjects should I take for A-levels? What course am I going to pursue after A-levels?

With all these questions in mind, I went to Taylor's College for their talks and university placement day. I was hoping that it would give me a hint or a clue about what am I interested in.

After listening to the talk about Law and Actuarial Science, I'm still confused. I guess I can't figure everything out just like that. Life ain't easy after all. I just hope that everything will turn out fine:) It will, right? :)

Wish me luck. I need it . badly. :)

Hsien

Finally.

Sports day is finally over. Joining both marching and decoration team is really tiring, but I'm glad most of the things turn out well :)

This is my last sports day, well for secondary school . I guess its a good ending even though we didn't win :)

I'm proud of purple house , especially deco! :) Li Sim , you are the best! :) As for marching, well I didn't have any expectations but I guess we did well despite the rain.

I don't feel like blogging any more. So yeah , I'll end it . Hang Kasturi! :)

Hsien

Happiness is not having what you want. It is wanting what you have. :)

Hello! I haven't been blogging recently because I was busy enjoying my holiday :) I guess I could summarize my holiday with a few main things .

Firstly, additional mathematics tuition . During holidays , I had around 8 hours of additional mathematics tuition on every Monday because my teacher decided to give us extra class to pick up the pace. I guess tuition was fun :D

Secondly, Michelle Chew's birthday! :D Celebrated with her twice . Kai Xin , Syee Jia and I had a sleepover at her house after going to Tropicana City Mall. It was super fun :D Her family was really kind to us :) The second time was in IKEA :D Their meatball is so delicious :) We semi-celebrated hongwei's birthday too ahaha.

Thirdly, TOUR race :) It was rad. Ahahaha! Me, Yen Lin , Yi Chin and Shu Ting were in a group. I wasn't able to play most of the games as I was the marshall:/ Albeit it wasn't as fun as I expected, it was quite nice being able to spend time with those 3 weird people:P We even met up with Wai Leng , our previous marshall during form 3. Ahh , memories. I'm still young by the way :P Oh , and the tour t-shirt was orange! Here is the photo where 4 of us met Wai Leng. Ahaha. I was the only one wearing long trousers, luckily I did, as there were a lot of mosquitoes near the reserve park.

Ahh, the picture looks tiny. oh well :) yes, I'm the short one:(

Hsien

Magneto is SO HOT when he was young....

Sorry if you cant see anything

My music

I love listening to music and they influence so much in my life. Sometimes I just want to scream and shout in the air for no reason cause I feel so inspired. I love my playlist XD SO MUCH ! Its like every cell in my body wants to dance and move ! LOL . One and a few more days of holiday. Better make it count . If my parents have any objective to to it then this will be my exact expression.

I'm so proud:)

I'm speaking as a proud mother right now... just kidding. Okay, so.. I'm posting my Taekwondo shirt design. I'm kinda happy with the way it turns out. A picture is worth a thousand words. So, look! :D

A sneak peek of it :)

Cut and pasted the words in school just to see how orange font would look like:)

Typed and printed the font to make it look neater:)

It took quite a while for me to edit the school badge to make it like this:)

The back of my t-shirt! Used paint to draw it :) hee! yes paint the software, not literally paint.

Its not exactly done yet. I haven't paste MBW on the sleeves. I had to confirm something before i paste it:)

Anyway, constructive comments are welcomed. Don't tell me its ugly without a reason and expect me to change it and if there isn't any better ideas(speak now or hold your tongue for the rest of your life), i announce this as SMK Taman SEA Taekwondo club 2011's t-shirt:)

Hsien

After MId-term

After the mid term I just realized that I needed to put more effort into my studies. Too bad i just dont have the motivation to do so . I just confirmed that I'm going to fail three or more of my subjects and of course the first one is Biology. Sometimes I wonder why I took pure science until I look at the accounts book and just realized thats why I took pure science . =D

After the mid-terms , I just went straight to mah computer. The first thing I did was to download the songs I always wanted >=D Then again, I would be lying to myself if I said I have all the time in the world to do what I want but not what I must. Sad life I'm living in but its never too late to add some FUN in it !

And that fun is .....


Eventough I'm not in legal age