Chapter 1 : Prologue

I never would have guessed how amazing he would be.Just the sight of him kept my heart beating to the every sound he mouthed. How would I have known that we weren't meant to be.As the summer sun beat mercilessly down on us, we traveled along the road less taken.Hand in hand, he walked first, leaving a helping hand always as new obstacle comes across our path.I never felt so secure,so safe,knowing that I would be guarded,come what may.His charming brown eyes looked into mine as I looked away,avoiding that awkward eye contact. As sudden as the gush of the summer wind,his hand held mine and I was backed into looking at him again.At that moment, I believe in nothing,not the end and not the start.He grabbed his guitar from the bag and by the pier,we sat.Slowly tuning his guitar, I looked on to the drowning red velvet sun slowly being succumb to the dark blue night sky.When he started playing his guitar,all my worries about how upset my parents would be because I was late or how my whole household was a wreck just seemed to be building up to nothing as lyrics flew from the pages of his music notes to fill the air in my ears with his soothing voice.

Uncertain.

I feel so uncertain about my future.

What happens after SPM? Should I really take A-levels? What subjects should I take for A-levels? What course am I going to pursue after A-levels?

With all these questions in mind, I went to Taylor's College for their talks and university placement day. I was hoping that it would give me a hint or a clue about what am I interested in.

After listening to the talk about Law and Actuarial Science, I'm still confused. I guess I can't figure everything out just like that. Life ain't easy after all. I just hope that everything will turn out fine:) It will, right? :)

Wish me luck. I need it . badly. :)

Hsien

Finally.

Sports day is finally over. Joining both marching and decoration team is really tiring, but I'm glad most of the things turn out well :)

This is my last sports day, well for secondary school . I guess its a good ending even though we didn't win :)

I'm proud of purple house , especially deco! :) Li Sim , you are the best! :) As for marching, well I didn't have any expectations but I guess we did well despite the rain.

I don't feel like blogging any more. So yeah , I'll end it . Hang Kasturi! :)

Hsien

Happiness is not having what you want. It is wanting what you have. :)

Hello! I haven't been blogging recently because I was busy enjoying my holiday :) I guess I could summarize my holiday with a few main things .

Firstly, additional mathematics tuition . During holidays , I had around 8 hours of additional mathematics tuition on every Monday because my teacher decided to give us extra class to pick up the pace. I guess tuition was fun :D

Secondly, Michelle Chew's birthday! :D Celebrated with her twice . Kai Xin , Syee Jia and I had a sleepover at her house after going to Tropicana City Mall. It was super fun :D Her family was really kind to us :) The second time was in IKEA :D Their meatball is so delicious :) We semi-celebrated hongwei's birthday too ahaha.

Thirdly, TOUR race :) It was rad. Ahahaha! Me, Yen Lin , Yi Chin and Shu Ting were in a group. I wasn't able to play most of the games as I was the marshall:/ Albeit it wasn't as fun as I expected, it was quite nice being able to spend time with those 3 weird people:P We even met up with Wai Leng , our previous marshall during form 3. Ahh , memories. I'm still young by the way :P Oh , and the tour t-shirt was orange! Here is the photo where 4 of us met Wai Leng. Ahaha. I was the only one wearing long trousers, luckily I did, as there were a lot of mosquitoes near the reserve park.

Ahh, the picture looks tiny. oh well :) yes, I'm the short one:(

Hsien

Magneto is SO HOT when he was young....

Sorry if you cant see anything

My music

I love listening to music and they influence so much in my life. Sometimes I just want to scream and shout in the air for no reason cause I feel so inspired. I love my playlist XD SO MUCH ! Its like every cell in my body wants to dance and move ! LOL . One and a few more days of holiday. Better make it count . If my parents have any objective to to it then this will be my exact expression.

I'm so proud:)

I'm speaking as a proud mother right now... just kidding. Okay, so.. I'm posting my Taekwondo shirt design. I'm kinda happy with the way it turns out. A picture is worth a thousand words. So, look! :D

A sneak peek of it :)

Cut and pasted the words in school just to see how orange font would look like:)

Typed and printed the font to make it look neater:)

It took quite a while for me to edit the school badge to make it like this:)

The back of my t-shirt! Used paint to draw it :) hee! yes paint the software, not literally paint.

Its not exactly done yet. I haven't paste MBW on the sleeves. I had to confirm something before i paste it:)

Anyway, constructive comments are welcomed. Don't tell me its ugly without a reason and expect me to change it and if there isn't any better ideas(speak now or hold your tongue for the rest of your life), i announce this as SMK Taman SEA Taekwondo club 2011's t-shirt:)

Hsien